i feel as though being vegetarian is effecting my health negatively. i eat really well i think, im pretty sure i get plenty of protein. but my skin is scarring even worse and in places that it didnt before and i feel like my hair is getting thinner. if it would mean the ending of the suffering of animals, i could lose all my hair and have the ugliest scars all over my body and be happy. but regardless of what i do, thats not happening and i have very little effect over it. i dont even have any desire to eat meat again ugh.
i dont know why i continue making trips to london without any plans of where im staying and sometimes what im doing. its not norfolk, i cant just keep doing this. i dunno where im crashing tonight but the next day im flying to spain. which means im going to be carrying loads of shit all day :/ dont really know where im crashing there either, lets hope it all gets figured out as i go.